I don’t want people to think that I’m all lollipops and rainbows. I do not always look on the bright side, and I’m not always sweet. Do I strive to be positive and optimistic everyday? Yes, I do! But I am not perfect. I have my good days and I have my bad days.
I’ve been holding on to an incident that happened at work a couple of months back, and I’m disappointed in myself for allowing someone to bring me down to their level. After talking to a few friends about the incident and receiving some very good advice, I’ve decided the best thing to do is let it all go.
So tonight, I’m releasing all my anger, my disappointment and my hurt regarding that situation from two months back. My wise friend summed it up best, she said sometimes in life it’s not about fighting the battle, but being strong enough to walk away from it. She couldn’t have said it any better.
I know my worth, my value, and my capabilities. I don’t have to create or stir up drama to fill a void in my life. I am whole, I have peace, and I have family and friends that love me. And that is worth more than being angry at somebody with a sh.tty character. Person X is not worth my time or my energy, because at the end of the day, this nonsense doesn’t pay my bills or help me achieve my personal goals. It’s time to get back to my center and focus on the abundance of positivity that surrounds me as opposed to this one negative encounter.
I’ve accepted it that how people deal with situations is not a reflection of me, but of them. I can rest peacefully in my truths.
Goodnight, beautiful people.